"Was there ever in anyone's life span a point free in time, devoid of memory, a night when choice was any more than the sum of all the choices gone before? " -Joan Didion
And even for the sake of dignity that we fight for... if we remember that dignity consists not in possessing honors, but in the consciousness that we deserve them, perhaps we will then realize that we have just tried too hard to notice the true things beside our foot, which have been waving to us and smiling all the time...
If I die, I wish I just lie with the trees and the mountain, with the sky overlooking me and the nature embracing me and die with a smile and real peace...