You took too much and are hurting yourself now. She is fake, if you like her type of women, stay with her. Otherwise, li2 ba1. People has the ability to love as well as the ability to be loved. Trust yourself.

I support your divorce. There is no any need to live or stay with a woman who does not appreciate you at all. even you die for her, she does not care either. Be a man, get your divorce. and try to pay as little as possible to her as she is not kind to you, then why you are so kind to her.